It's been 5 long years Chifie since I held you in my arms & kissed you on the nose when I had to say goodbye. But now you are in Jesus arms where I know you are loved and safe and healthy.
That doesn't mean I don't miss you- I DO!! I will love you forever and miss you. You will always have a piece of mommie's heart there with you.
It's Christmas time again and like the past years- I have not decorated since the Christmas you left me. But Christmas always brings you closer to me as you are my Christmas memories.
You were my special baby. Yes I know I loved all of you but you were my special baby. You were my life line and I wasn't sure if I could go on without you but somehow I did as I still had several here to care for. I knew you were in Heaven and safe and one day I would see you again so watch- as one day mommie will be with you once more.
You were so much fun at Christmas - you had to open your presents yourself- just like a little kid. And you loved stuffed animals and I always got you a special one. I remember the balls. You would move them around the house & the bigger the ball the better you liked it. I had one bigger than you & you could take it all over the yard. And every Sunday I went to a Flea Market & you were there waiting to see what I got for you. I didn't dare to come home without something. I still have alot of your toys in a box. I just could never part with them.
I remember Christmas eve when you got your wings. The bells rang just like on the movie "A Miricle at Christmas". I ask God to let me know you got them & he did- just as plain as day.
Well your whole family is up there now as I lost Pebbles in 2004 and she was the last. Have you met Lucky and Jordy? they were my babies since then and they came to live with you. I got a new baby this year. He was rescued from a puppy mill and he reminds me so of you. His name is Winnie. He is blind like you were your last year here and he is smart like you. Runs everywhere it brings back memories of you sweetheart. I helps me cope with the pain of losing you. But there will always be a heartache when I think of you & I do still alot. But I know one day I will see you again and that keeps me going knowing I will hold you again and kiss your little nose.
Well Sweetie - Merry Christmas.
Tell Jesus I said Happy Birthday & I love Him.
Mommie